Friday, March 07, 2008


Alhamdullilah, all praise be to Allah, the owner of all things and victory of mine. To him we get these things, and to him it will return. Amma ba'du... my results turned out ok...not spectacular but good enough to give me eligibility for a number of university courses in NUS, NTU and NIE. I'm currently undergoing the choosing process. Seriously I'm not sure of what course to choose.

The choices:




Malay Studies






hmmm....choose within 3 days..

and to all the well-wishers...thanks a million!
I thank Allah again for giving me this chance. Thank you Allah. I knew you heard my prayers.

Final Countdown!


today is the day! feels so nice to be able to relax at home after working for 3 weeks non-stop. No off and work and work.



would like to wish all my peers taking their As a very good luck. Whatever the results is, doesn't matter. Just keep on walking.Aight.

now going to iron my clothes, get ready for prayers and then....jeng jeng jeng...


updates later. If i don't update that means...u noe lah what has happened.


Thursday, March 06, 2008

Mari kita lihat siapa yang kena!

I cant sleep.
Somebody sing me a lullaby please?

I keep thinking of my results tomorrow. Seriously, I've worked hard for this and if anything goes wrong then okla, gua accept juga. Heh. I tried hard, and if i fail, ok fine, aku bodoh. Or shit happens, or not suited for JC education or not good enough yet for university or....

Have been going through universities websites, advanced diploma courses on newspapers and the net and even faoundation years in certain Australian universities. And damn, Aus universities are gonna screw my cash dry if i enrol. But who said life is always cheap and easy?

One thing i hate about results day i the suspense. It can be fun but it can break you if you take it too hard. And having to face your friends, teachers, calls from acquaintances. It would be all sweet if the results are nice. But in a case of the otherwise. ehem ehem.

heh. Im just typing and i dunno whats the focus. heh but one thing for sure, im nervous. I don't wanna say anything now cos anything can happen.

We'll wait for tomorrow.


Wednesday, March 05, 2008


When i blog means there is something important.


results will be out this friday at 14 30 hrs. seriously, im not hoping much out of this.
i may make it or i won't. Now let me say this, if i make it then I thank Allah and everyone around me for their motivation and criticisms. But if i don't make it, from the bottom of my heart, i apologise for the disappointment i brought to everyone who's concerned. Neither do i expect it to turn out that way.
But whetever it is, im still hoping for the best. But i prepared myself for the worst already. I've got a few other plans in place just in case.

And to be honest, im damn scared for this friday. Every now and then, when i think about it, my heart beats faster. I get spasms and goosebumps.

watever it is, FRIDAY eh?

Penghulu segala hari.